HOWWASYOURWEEK?

Hi!🙂

My week? It wasn’t the best one🙂 

First of, I had a great time on Sunday even though I wasn’t able to make it to church for worship. I had a great time cleaning out my room while listening to songs I enjoyed when I was much younger. I danced to these songs, corrected myself on some lines of the lyrics I’ve sung incorrectly all my life, and laughed at how I made up words for the lyrics then instead of listening to what the singer had said, I had my speakers on the highest volume (sure some of my neighbors secretly cursed at me for this) and sang on top my voice. The week started on a high note, I can say.

As the days came by, I had more to think about and my spirits weakened. I had issues with properly managing my time. There were a lot of things to do, it got me tired. I worried again about what the future held for me. I already made a promise to myself to not overthink and to focus on only the present, I found myself going back on that promise🙂

I looked down on my appearance (there was a huge increase in the price of my body wash, I was furious. Lol), my efforts, and my achievements. It messed my mood up so badly. I think that was the major cause of my not-too-good week. I succumbed to the temptation of self with others' comparison a few times this week too (I don’t usually do this, it felt so bad) and even had to cancel everything on my schedule for a day and sleep in from morning until evening. I had a little clash with a friend and had to deal with a few annoying people too.

Looking at the “why I didn’t lose it” side, I had good support from my dad and I saw a great drama too (“Dali and the cocky prince” if you care to know). I forgot to mention, I had a really bad stomach because of something I ate😕, I even had to walk home while it was raining to relieve myself (I suffered ten people's ill luck this week, I know🙂). 

It’s Friday today, I’m not too sad or worried about anything and I hope it gets even better. 

Let’s have a great next week, cheers!🥂

Another thing I've written:https://purple-pours.blogspot.com/2023/04/a-suicidal-day-in-my-life.html